Tearful Ramblings

[nolechica]

What a week. I started applying for jobs again because I don't want to have to move to Mobile in August. Also, I'd like to have some pleasure money that I don't feel guilty about. Trying to compile a concert fund without a job sucks. Unfortunately, my parents aren't on the same page with me or each other about my job search. I finally had to tell Daddy that I'd quit telling about my job search if I was going to get bitched at for it. I'm tempted to just completely let go and tell them what I really think of the threat of moving to Mobile. It legitimately makes me cry to think about, every time. I'm 27 and don't want to live at home. It may save them money, but it won't help me find a job, and won't help family relations, at all. There's very little cab service on the Eastern Shore, so working there won't be easy, unless I can walk. Where as here I can work wherever as long as I get paid enough to afford cab fare. In addition to revamping the resume and renewing the job search, I contacted Georgia Voc Rehab to give Terri an update and restart the job search on that end. As I think they have to find me a job to close my case after graduation. She now knows that I've switched my degree again, have a comps date, and am moving out on the day of my graduation, talk about adding insult to injury. I've already told my dad I need him here with boxes by Thursday or moving out on Saturday won't be feasible. Especially since I may be an emotional wreck on graduation day depending on who shows up. Honestly, the thought of falling apart in front of Bryan and Tina isn't appealing, if they even come. Not even sure how many tickets I get though, so that may be a moot point. I'm honestly hoping I find a job some way some how before August though, even if it's not here. And soon, I can't take many more tears.